First time

I'm about to go back to tha place where I lost my vaginity as a bottom. I have this fettish about tearing my clothes off. I had arranged that my host would cut or tear all my clothes off as I arrived. This he duly did, having a very obvious effect on me. But instead of satisfying my needs he asked me to lie across tne bed face down with my knees on the floor. I could not see what he was doing but I felt him handling my butt and moving his finger in my anus. Then he disappeared for a moment, rubbing something wet onto my anus when he returned. The next moment he was inside me. It hurt at first. After a while he withdrew and got me to lick and suck his cock clean. Then he said I was no longer a virgin.

They tore off my clothes each evening for the rest of my stay. Sex usually followed, some quite adventurous. I cirtanly did have my needs met.

Will he welcome me in the same way this time?